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jueves, 2 de junio de 2011

Como hacer?

Como hacer para expresar mi enojo contenido contra todos y todo... creo por eso soy fan de tanta banda niumetal, grunge y hardcore me gusta como expresan su enojo en forma artistica... mientras esucho a maximum the hormone, ese espiritu de rebeldia de enojo de descontento o a veces hasta de simple "valemadrismo" es lo que me insipra su musica pero no se como expresarlo yo mismo... algun dia sabre como hacer

lunes, 30 de mayo de 2011

The fucking day

Y es el dia, me siento de la verga, pero pues nimodo, no creo que a alguien le importe demasiado, solo me recuerdo a mi mismo que por alo no soy feliz, y mas que nada es como dijo una vez alquien "es porque no quieres" no quiero conseguirme mejores cosas o una mejor vida y mientras siga asi seguire siendo miserable, pero como conseguirme cosas asi cuando en la vida lo que mas he aprendido es que si no tengo esas cosas que me haran feliz es porque no las meresco, toda una vida de saber que no soy feliz es porque no me lo meresco, y asi seguira siendo... no meresco nada

lunes, 16 de mayo de 2011

Still deppressed

Pues es verdad sigo de malas, deprimido, ahora mas ya que la unica persona que nunca me falla en mi cumpleaños este año si me fallara, mi mamá no va a venir a mi cumpleaños, me voy a quedar solo, bueno, no solo, ire a trabajar, uy que padre, llegare a casa y estare solo, puede que me compre algo de beber y me ponga pedo solo en mi casa, es la mejor opcion.
Si ya se me pongo emo siempre en mi cumpleaños, pero nimodo asi funciono y asi seguire funcionando...

jueves, 12 de mayo de 2011

Sighs...

And now Mr. Johnny cash while help me explain how I feel...
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

miércoles, 11 de mayo de 2011

Sooooo bored

Dunno 'm just bored about everything and well is not like i don't like my actual life, but is just like i feel like time has stopped
Anyhow i just wanted to express my lack of expresion...

sábado, 7 de mayo de 2011

French Toast!

Good day an excellent night with Chio mah bestestestest Girl friend talking about korean pop stars, watching videos, talking about our mutual hate for the universe.
We went to sleep at 5 am then woke up at 9, then got back home and started doing the laundry
at the same time i was making french TOAST for breakfast!
oh well a good morning, i'm out of toast and still doing the laundry it seems like this day off is a long one...
I hope so...

jueves, 5 de mayo de 2011

SO! this is the Deal...

I recntly got bored and thought maybe i should start writting this shitty ass blog again since nobody... sorry i meant, almost nobody is interested on it... maybe because i never share anything with anybody, so the work... o right i never talked or wrote about the job, right? Well let's start with the begining:

Last years ended wird, i lost my grandma on my dad's side, then got a new work at my old works place, that meant (yes ladies and gentleman) i'm back on hellvista Telvista, now as a good guy not being an asshole to the costumers anymore... well as far as i can
... you know my asshole impediment...
Anyhow, lots of work me being a floor walker, ... well assistance, one step below Mentor line

Here and then some stuff, some people not much to tell about that but: RUTINE

the good news, i hope, i'm moving out of mom's house to my own place with my GF and my best friend... well i was more inspired before now i'm just trying to finish this

maybe i'll write more when i get back home from work